:: WEDNESDAY ::
busy busy. so many work to do. so lil time. haiya.. crs is killing me!!

went to attend my ex sch YCSS cultural night. =) worth the money i would say. my junior made me proud man~ ^^ saw many old frenz ard.. dizzy.. headache.. grr..

tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! home home.. eat supper.. haven even drink my tea, got 2 sms calling me to go online le.. haix.. tired. tired. can i go slp!!!

tml presentation. wish our grp all de best!!

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:: TUESDAY ::
aaa.. tuesday le.. how how how? so many things to do.. so lil time!! grr...!! crs presentation on thurs.. we haven do slides n practise yet.. grr.. gdit wanna discuss to create de logo.. daud have to record 30 sound samples.. no mic.. de mp3 tt i had some how cannot record sia.. can record but no folder for it!! wtf.. -.-" where are my damn files?! cd truman show submit de report. damn. haven go watch yet. grr..!!

tml submitting the course option form.. damn.. god i dunno which one to choose.. both i sucks at it oso.. damn!!! grr...!!!!

grr.. heck care la.. now i wanna get a min 2.5gpa.. so i can take tt stupid malay certificate.. so call for my better future.. -.-"

i NEED money!!! grrr...!!!!

mom, get well real soon okay? house wifout u really made a HUGE differance.. i'm noob at hoursework!! can someone guide me anot!!! T.T

:: MONDAY ::
tired tired. if u all notice tt post alwayz have a word "tired" in it. reason being, i dunno myself either! XD

ate food haven buffet today! wohoo~ i noticed tt my portion of eating.. or rather say, capabilities of eating ( like a monster ) has tonned down le.. today eat like.. nth like tt oso full liao.. nxt time when i'm in a bad mood den bring me go eat buffet ba.. more worth it.. XP

on my way home in the mrt, i notice this ger.. wow! man.. she does know how to dress beautifully.. serious.. i came across alot ppl ( including myself ) hu is noob in dressing.. but she's not.. damn she's hot.. =P she wore high heel shoe, golden bag ( very elegent style not those typical ones. ) and hair tied up in a bun. chic bun. she doesn't wear any make-ups nor did she does mani n pedi - cure.. she's juz so standout n nice.. and one more thing.. she's a plus size.. no kidding.. everyone turn theirs head on her.. ( i meant it in a gud way. )

haha. n there's smthing abt my dream last night. shall not reveal here. later scare ppl off onli. XD

nites! sweet dreams to me! lemme have some slp can!!

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:: FRIDAY ::
late agn.. as usual.. grr.. can't seem to wake myself up.. argh.. tired!!! daud was fun. hahax.. cuz i dunno wad crap is de teacher talking abt.. met dear.. buy smthing which is soooooo damn... @#$%&#$@% la.. waste of money.. guilty le la.. grr... pull dear into mlt12 to listen to my course briefing.. hahax.. everything seems so tough for me.. argh!! choose wad?! ........................

tml going out wif HayHayHay.. = super prawn = Zoe.. XD

:: THURDAY ::
damn, i'm late agn.. abit chaotic la since mama wun b waking all of us up anymore.. means, no more hearty breakfast.. no more delicious lunch.. most impt.. no more fantastic dinner.. =( but nvm la.. we'll b eating catering then, since none of us are free to go home tt early n cook.. i oso end so late.. jiejie n papa working.. even worst.. come home so late..

haiz.. tml we all oso busy.. all oso went out.. hu take care of mama? =,( try to come back as early as possbile lo.. everybody nt free sia.. shld i leave my hp for mama to use? hmm, dunno le.. shall remind myself to buy anti-bacteria wips for mama.. i brave the aftn rain to borrow library magazines ( past issues.. she dun like christmas issues ). budden mama said, it's alot of bacteria.. =( nvm la.. i go buy n wipe clean clean for her.. =)

tired tired tired. getting lesser n lesser sleep la.. sorry all for my mood swings.. kinda stuck at it.. grr.. chao to chiong another assignment le.. tata~

:: WEDNESDAY ::
these days has been hell to everyone.. so many assingments to hand-in.. so many assignments to do..everyone is so damn busy.. so little hours to sleep.. for the pass whole week, i onli grabbed 3-4hrs of sleep every night.. so darn tired.. this week agn, 3-4hrs of sleep.. deprieve of sleep makes one slow ( retarded in their thinking ), loads of arguements, bad temper and so many stuff!! too bad i'm not one of the exceptional..

mom been sick these few days.. in fact, it's been very long her sickness has taken a toll on her health.. jiejie called me n told me that mom was admitted into hospital yesterday.. so shocked.. i dun even know what m i suppose to do.. shld i go see mom? shld i go visit her? i really dunno.. today i have an assignment dateline, sch and some stupid talks.. sch wun end till 4/5pm++.. i called papa to ask abt mom, hahax.. is my voice so easy to see thru? papa immediately told me not to worry so much and enjoy my sch lesson.. how m i suppose to do that? mama in hospital n i'm here doing nth for her.. papa didn't sleep the whole night.. n he has to go to work this morning.. house was fine.. mom, we had grown up le.. dun worry for us.. today morning we all able to wake up ar.. so dun worry so much.. we can take care of urself.. u take care of urself first.. that is more important..

darn, my dvid sucks. gonna fail!! anyway, i got an A for 3df assignment. thank God for that. without u, i wun got it. thanks! gonna make mom happy with this piece of news later.. hopefully i can hold back my tears! cheers!

=,)

Q : What is your status?
A : lol.. guess.. =P

Q : What were you doing 5 minutes ago?
A : nth? slacking. tired!

Q : What are your fave sports?
A : badminton? lol. dunno.

Q : Do you cry most of the time you have problems?
A : erm, when i have no control over something, i do.

Q : Did you have a fight with sum1 today?
A : duh~

Q : What are your fave subjects?
A : modules u mean? draw module. hahax.

Q : Who cheers u up d most in your life?
A : erm, friends? family? dear? hahax..

Q : Do u like to chat?
A : i'm a ger RMB???

Q : last chat?
A : oouh.. was it juz now? hehe..

Q : Do you like to laugh?
A : duh~ used to. bu, not now anymore.

Q : Last testi from? What's the testi about?
A : leewah. abt her bday celebration thingi.

Q : Last text message from? What's about?
A : HweeHwee. some microsoft computer thingi.

Q : Last food?
A : rice.

Q : Do you have an exam?
A : erm, coming on de way..

Q : Do you think people who like to study a lot are nerds?
A : well, nerds r cool peeps too. i need them!! m i one of them? XP

Q : What's your opinion about long distance relationship?
A : Trust. commitment.

Q : About love at the first sight?
A : very real. XD

Q : Did you ever love sumone but he/she didnt like you?
A : i thought it was a crush, but it turns out to b more than crush. so, yeah.

Q : Did you ever dump sumone?
A : hahax. skip!

Q : Have you ever taken a relationship with sumone u didn't love?
A : not really. kinda. i dunno. love = confusion. =)

Q : Have you ever hurt sumone who u love so much?
A : erm, guess i did.. didn't i?

Q : Do you like your school?
A : erm, wad u tink?

Q : Do you have a new bestfriend?
A : nah.. trio will forever b trio..

Q : Do you have sumthing you must do right now?
A : YESH!! upload my assignment!!

:: SUNDAY ::
grr.. slpt for 3hrs onli nia.. ... tired tired tired.. everything in chaos now la.. grr.. went so damn early to sch.. den do my stupid filming.. darn.. nth much i can do la.. my shity assignment.. -.-"" haven even do my jave e-learning yet.. thanks to SS tt he contribute some gud idea.. went to ECP.. lost half way.. grr.. hot hot.. tired tired.. at last, we can go home aft a tiring n fun day.. hahax!! slpt thru out my mrt journey la.. so ps.. hahax..

went home is another thing.. -.-" papa ask me y nvr inform home tt i going to other place.. ... so busy.. where got time nia.. -.-"" den, eat dinner.. everyone bad mood.. grr.. trouble trouble..

:: FRIDAY ::
yay! managed to chiong for daud. but, my art ( or rather sucky) piece of work is produced at 3.30am!! grr.. another 4hrs of sleep. didn't meet dear today.. thou it would be very fun being wif him ( like duh~). didn't join my classmates as well for badminton game n a movie together.. missed out all de fun juz to accompany my sis go shopping. ... ... ... kk la.. at least i appreciate her honest ( n harsh ) opinion la. hahax. tired tired tired. nid to chiong another assignment agn. how i know i slpt from 8 till now!! argh!! still tired. going to slp le la. heck care abt my assignment!! fail den fail la!! argh!! tml my grp mates will b doing filming la.. n i go where? celebrate leewah's bday at sentosa. hahax. heck care la. tell me last minute onli. we already planned for tis celebration mths ago lo..

tired tired tired.

:: THURSDAY ::
slp near 4am.. -.-" chiongsters.. for tt stupid stsb. my com got problems cannot play de movie.. argh! simply too many things to say here..

tired tired tired!!! cd skid = sucks. stsb = ...

when i'm on my way meeting dear, i saw leewah mama. so qiau.. but too far le.. smmore she looking at her hp.. so didn't bother to call her lo.. we got fate agn mama.. ^^

tired tired tired. can faint any moment. argh!!

kk.. *poof* chionging DAUD.

:: WEDNESDAY ::
couldn't sleep. rush rush. tired tired. skid sucks. everyone's late except Zoe? ... tc didn't even bother to come.. -.-""""""""" rush for gems.. gems sucks too.. argh! y everything sucks today??

i'm tired n sick of u guys. let me off can? i can't hold on to so many things. wad u wan me to do? u tink i no brain to tink one ar? -.-""

the devil wears prada. i'm sick of u..

:: TUESDAY ::
tired. was so excited that GuanYin finally came back to our house. all the preparation had done. finally, the person came and arranged everything. this time, the altar was a nicer one.. everything oso very nice.. ^^ so happy!!

so went to sch.. transfer tt movie.. n hola.. we were playing badminton. hahax. play wif Zoe = relaxing. hahax. Zoe very funny.. n extreamely cute.. haha! den play wif Randy n Ericson. oops. i noobie. i dunno de rules la. sorry sorry. randy smash very scary err... if it hit's someone else's body, i bet there will be a HUGE black spot there. hahax.

tired tired tired. leewah mama, are we still going to sentosa? *0.0*

still got so many things to do. kyaa~~~

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:: MONDAY ::
yesterday slept at 3plus plus am.. i tink onli ard 4am i finally sleep den mama woke me up at 7am le.. T.T die.. test!! i didn't even revise yet la.. yesterday still fooling ard.. Zoe more pro than me.. i do e-learning, she go read her comics n play her solitare instead of studying for test.. -.-" morning i so blur tot got class.. den go sch so damn early la.. force myself to study within tt time till 12pm. tired tired tired. go for test. wa piang. my brain not working!! no lunch, cold, tired!! i can slp during de test liaoz la.. +.+ i onli know how to do 5mcqs.. n de other 80marks, is byebye to me le.. >.< heck care la.. go home train my noob maple n slp la.. damn tired.. skipped lunch oso..

++ restless!! argh!! ++

good luck to LeeWah mama n Bryan for WED'S test!!

= test = shit =

:: FRIDAY ::
went to sch to do some of my work. cannot submit my work. diao. went out wif dear. had fun time together. went up to dover mrt n guess wad? we saw BRYAN!! wow! hahax! I jus wave to him, dear saw him oso. hahax! he seems like, dunno wanna wave anot.. in de end, juz nodded.. hahax.. dunno where he go oso la.. we alight at outram.. hahax.. HPB abit funny la.. like no box to submit de.. finished everything le!! yay!! finally.. but outside rain la.. ................... run across the street in the rain.. hahax.. told dear tt, if i dun eat, i wun get hungry, if once i eat, i'll get hungry easily de.. but i guess he dun understand ba.. XD

tired tired tired.

tired tired tired. dizzy. muz do my work. argh! stupid e-learning!

:: WEDNESDAY ::
suppose to go sch in de morning, budden, woke up late.. lazy smmore.. so, didn't go lo.. nvr do any assignments oso la.. hahax.. lazy me.. =p

go all de way to tanah merah to meet dear. dunno y suddenly got mood swing la. was angry at dear. sorry sorry. meet him le. we sit train back to boonlay. haha! so funny la. it's like. 4 plus pm i'm in boonlay. 6 plus pm i'm still in boonlay. XD

had an enjoyable moment wif him.

tired. tired tired.

// btw, maple maumau is single once more. tis stupid maumau divorce davyd to marry marhie. in de end, marshie dumped her cuz his real gf playing maple. de first guy to dump her is notimez. now is marhie. hu's nxt? tink i shldn't b such a flirt in maple. but honestly, i didn't even nid to say anything n ppl help me le. so, not my fault. \

:: TUESDAY ::
thought of going out wif dear de.. budden, mama wan me go see doctor.. -.-" no fried food, no oily food, no spicy food, no sour food, no cold things, no late nights... bla bla bla.. walau.. how to live like tt?! -.-"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""'

drag mama go see my pink shoe.. but.. sold liaoz.. -.-"" again!!! nvm then, mama quite open abt it.. hahax.. she ACTUALLY walked ard de shop n ask me which one i wan? LOL.. but i nvr say anything la.. i wan buy oso use my money buy.. but, have to reach my goal!! try to pay my expenses for our family trip to HK.. no money aaa.... =( total up = $1000++ hurrhurr..

tired. hmm, since i have so many strict eating rules to follow... can i drink rum? =P rum has is not sour, nor fried, nor spicy.. aiyak! cold... -.-"" shall not put on rock then.. =P

JIE, ONE RUM PLZ!!! =p WODKA BETTER!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

:: SUNDAY ::
de rest of de ppl all late!!! ... Grace brief us.. bla bla bla.. collect litter onli ( tt's our community service.. -.-" ).. when we going to RP tt time, there's an uncle.. in his late 30's i guess.. he come out n scold us suddenly nia.. call us a bunch of monkeys.. n accused us of throwing his 100plus can drink ( full de. ).. accused the indian guy smmore.. poor him.. we did nth wrong den accuse us.. we say buy him back a can of 100plus he dun wan.. he kip on saying he wanna find out hu throw it away.. diao-ness.. it's juz a 100plus can drink la.. we buy u one carton let u drink till u die ar! reached RP. slack ard while waiting for Grace call. wait n wait till we all restless liaoz.. so i called her instead.. she told me tt she ONLI nid us for de briskwalking event onli.. DIAO??!! didn't i told u during our mailing section?? walau.. den she find Francis to find smthing for us to do.. okay lo.. find him.. so we went to de tree planting thingi la.. mana tau the event ended le.. so we go there juz to help out eat.. more diaoness!!! went back RP after a feastfull meal n a few phototaking.. reached, nth much to do.. Francis say we can actually leave.. but we nid de 8hrs of CIP la.. so we stay lo.. i overheard his phone conversation saying tt we can help those CAN arts participant to give them SPIRITUAL SUPPORT!!! wtf is tt? how do u give spiritual support?? *meditating* ummm~~ or wad? *amen*???? diao le.. in de end, Matt ask him whether we can stay n watch de performance instead.. n gladly he said yes.. hahax.. so we waited for so damn long for MILOPING.. or MILUBING?? i dunno n i dun care.. hahax.. wow!! have to say.. he's unique.. Zoe like de other guy.. RED LONDON!! hahax!!! KYAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!! met Francis for him to sign de CIP form.. suddenly, he gimme flowers.. orchid smmore.. mayb he take from one of de stall tt's selling these.. LOL.. anyway, i'm not interested in flowers.. he give it to de wrong lady alreadi.. XD

thanks dear, n his fren.. for helping tis dumb dumb ger do her quiz.. tyty!!! ^^

:: SATURDAY ::
woke up early in de morning.. thought i got school sia.. hahax.. blur me.. >.< went back to slp.. only to b woken up to see doctor.. hahax.. went to see doctor.. waited for like 1-hr+.. walau!! luckily got sis there.. can chat chat to waste time.. haha.. went to JP.. tot walk walk awhile.. in de end, we shop n shop.. hahax!! i wanna buy that pink shoe.. but.. but.. but.. dun tink i will wear it often lo.. waste money.. me now saving for my hong kong trip.. ^^ mayb i'll pay half of the fees la.. dun wan burden my parents.. argh!! stress!!



:: FRIDAY ::
chiong assignment. really had to thank god. we made it to the office. thank god that the office didn't close. if not, we'll be dead!! 15marks GONE!! thank you GOD. =) thanks alot! went to cityhall.. nono.. raffles place.. print n bind our stuff.. so slow.. take so long to print sia.. -.-" rush here n there.. tired.. argh! at last made it back to SP.. gladly.. hahax.. meet dear.. went vivo agn.. hahax.. had an enjoyable night there.. didn't eat dinner.. no appetite.. went back home.. papa bu shuang.. mama abit worried.. haiz.. stress.. argh.. i heck care everything from now on la.. wadever i wan to do I DO it MY WAY.. u not happy den bitch abt me.. i DUN CARE!


:: THURSDAY ::
chiong assignment. chiong ar!! zzz. tired. well, teacher scold me of being irresponsible. wadever. since when i ever responsible enough? NEVER! told ya i can never b a gud ldr. N I HATE TO TAKE THE LEAD!! get it?! abt de skid thingi.. yea yea.. wadever.. fk off la.. talking to u like talking to my father.. hahax.. even Zoe can sense that.. LOL..

:: WEDNESDAY ::
meet up wif lwmama. chat chat. talk talk. saw Jia Hui in fc4. hahax.. they thought we found seats.. LOL.. budden, we nvr sit wif them la.. tired the whole day.. thinking and thinking. argh! stress! tml plan to skip first lesson. chatted alot wif dear. appreciate it of wad he told me. thanks. raining. perfect timing. but mama dun wan get sick. aiya.. have to pei her walk de sheltered walk way. fed mama eat egg tart. =p nice. haha. sick n tired of everything.

@#$%&* #$%^ is such an ##$ $$%^!! fk u man! no.. shit u man.. hu wanna fk u?! everybody hates u man. get real. dun tell us get off u, instead u get off US. thanks a million yea~ sarcastic stick.

Bryan! i hate u. blocked u in msn. dun come n find me agn. =)